Since I connected to the serpent constellation of Asclepius the Greek God of extra-ordinary healing with staff similar to the cadeuceus but with only one snake, which is the one of healing, and the other one with two snakes is for commercial use. I thought I had done a lot of healing but its seems that some more things came out with a workshop of NLP. One of the things were being disappointed at myself for not having helped enough one member of my closed family, with all the awareness that I have.
I also had a big dark shadow cloud came up through me, from within me, triggered by somebody that had their own insecurity and kind of attacked me in a very sneaky way, without screaming or saying what they were really annoyed by, and told me that I did something wrong, so seriously that the shadow came up and made me feel small. Whatever I did that was wrong, was not worth her seriousness and she disguised it as feedback to me. I must have triggered the worse in the other person, and I could not defend myself or stand up for myself for some reason.
I shook it off and made sure that I never worked with that person again. She managed to get my number before that happened. Two days after the incident a fairy statue that I own, broke is right wing, from a painting of a house fallen, when I was treating a teenager that I thought had a mother that was too strict, but thinking that she is doing what she can for her child.
Her child could not answer clearly any of the questions. In my own experience as a teenager, my father thought also that shutting me down through the same way his father did, was the only way to educate children. I was following that with my son at the beginning till my son taught me that he did not work for him, and hence I had to change my way from being tough to strong which is different way of parenting. Is parenting with unconditional love, instead of controlling your children. That was the old way.
Coming back to my deep layer of healing, few days after the week-end workshop my right leg was inflamed and could not walk well. The Friday night after the week-end workshop, I dreamt the message that a snake, the Adder snake with red eyes (which a Light told me the exact name), which I did not know they actually have red eyes, was coming for me in the workshop. Somebody took it away in my dream. The day after the same person that triggered that black cloud, called me that wanted to practice with me.
Without hesitation I said that she should look for somebody else to practice as I was busy. That was during my hike in nature. One hour after the message I send her, a dog, a Jack Russel, came out of nowhere after a towards me angrily, trying to bite me. He bypassed another person that was next to me, and was me in particular that he wanted to bite. He showed his teeth angrily. Once I screamed loudly the owner finally got him.
This made me think what was going on. I looked up the Adder viper snake and their bite gets you inflammation and pain, but does not kill you if you are an adult. It is painful though.
Also, in the walk I thought a person that looked like somebody else from the same workshop and her name was Amuska. Which is the person that the Light said in the last session that wanted to be in my shoes.
The person that triggered my dark shadow was not Amuska, but she did not have a name that she wanted to be called by, and I know that she wanted to be in my shoes, hence putting me down was her defence and her insecurity and jealousy was the trigger for her own unconscious attack.
Now when I was a teenager, and just moved into the countryside, I was bitten for real by a venomous viper, who could have killed me. I know that whatever jealousy, insecurity or low frequency I had attracted then, this week workshop and things that happened were messages from the Light to make me understand what is stopping me from becoming the full person and therapist that I am supposed to be by now. Hence healing the deepest part of my childhood on this life is the key to my success. All this started when I did a deep cleansing and clearing of my sacral chakra and connected to Asclepius the healing God and the constellation of serpent.
You can see from myself and Rose journey of healing, how tough at times is to heal, and get you to a state of being yourself and be happy. As a therapist I need to be healed much deeper than anybody else, and as I understand the stage of healing, the Lights are helping me to heal what I do not need anymore.
Remember the 4 pillars of healing ourselves, healing our children, and healing our world and what is happening now everywhere in the world is:
1) Beauty within;
2) Freedom from old patterns that no longer serve you, and healing yourself is freedom within;
3) Truth within yourself, heal your voice your throat chakra;
4) Love within.
Read more about healing in my books Beyond Science I, II, and III.
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© Ariami Marpisa author of “Beyond Science I, II & III”, and “Where the heart is” find them on amazon and Austin Macauley publishing books for the second one.