My experience of all of this with the wisdom of the past, and connecting it to the present times
Letting go of some of the deep feelings and emotions that you have been carrying around since childhood might help you heal quicker in this time of transitions and healing.
Just before the virus reached UK completely, I booked for the Neurolinguistic programming (NLP) course with Toby and Kate. Something that the Lights told me to do about 6 years ago. Well life got in the way and never managed to do the course. For some strange reason, I felt strongly that this year was the right time. I had to learn something from the course and I had to learn it for myself first before I could share it. There I was, in a time that people were cancelling things and for some strange reason I knew that this was the time for me to carry on with the course. This was the right time. At the end of the course I knew that it was the right move, for myself and for others who will ask for help to heal themselves. In one of the workshops we had to face some of our own emotions and go back in time in our life where all that starts. They suggested to start with anger, then sadness, then fear, then guilt, then whatever it comes up including jealousy. I felt that I dealt in the past 10 years with anger and sadness. With fear I thought I dealt with, and in case there was some more, I decided to deal with this a bit more. I am teaching some of the craniosacral therapist to deal with fear in them and their clients. Craniosacral therapy like parts of the NLP works with the unconscious mind. Usually I describe the effect of the stress and fear response on the body and the physiological cascade that happens during these two states of mind that could in the long term affect the health of the person.
We also had to go back in our timeline before the first encounter of that emotions. Usually the NLP considered that from birth to 7 years old. I had to go back to the first week of conception and during my journey to this life to feel safe and with no feelings. See I could feel my mother fear by the time of 6 weeks after conception. At that time my parents were deciding to move from one place to another with the entire family brothers and sisters. My grandparents from my mother side were going with them. In-fact the entire family moved near where my parents live now. My intuition on this is that her fear and stress mode were probably high, as they were very young with two little children and one soon on the way, somewhere that they did not know, with little job available at that time and without any free medical assistance.
When I went to my first week of conception, I felt empowered and safe. So, I went back there when I felt unsafe with fears. I anchored my state of safety on one of my knuckles. I went back to my first time I felt fear which was not mine at 6 weeks old and saw it from afar and give advice to the little one that was growing that all was going to be worked out well. There were going to be hard times and good times and safest times during my lifetime. There were going to be resources for me to use at any time and lots of unconditional love from my heart and Angels and Light being. I reassured her that all was going to be ok at the end.
While I thought fear was the issue, in the middle of the night, I woke up seeing this huge big black heavy stone that I was carrying around all my life. I woke up and I went back to the first week of conception where I felt safe. I then asked the Lights to take that big stone of “shame” that I was carrying all my life and transmute it into unconditional love on earth. I filled the void with a lot of Golden Light and Unconditional love.
I fell asleep again and here is what I dreamed: “the hands of a child, felt like myself, touching a thick green tall grass. She was walking through it. The sun was shining above her, with the sky being blue and bright. I saw wild horses running around me, coming towards me, wanted to play. The child was on top of a hill. Looking down she could see clearly other horses in the plain field below her. Some were running freely and some were inside a fenced field.” I woke up with the strong sensation of freedom and happiness, which I never felt before.
While telling this story to a colleague of mine, he mentioned something about the Shamanic book with animal spirit meaning. He decided to send me the meaning of the horse and I would like to share it here with you with some of the understanding of today world and transition that are valid as they were valid before:
This is from the “Medicine cards” Book and you can find it on amazon if you would like to get this. This is so much in tune with my books and the rainbow Lights that myself and Rose experienced in the past 10 years:
“The Might horse – meaning – “Power to run across the open plains or to bring the vision of the shields. Dancing in purple dream rain”. (the horses in the dream were all different colours).
“Stealing horses is stealing power, was a statement made frequently in historical Native America and the reference to the esteemed role which Horse played in the Native cultures. Horse is physical power and unearthly power. In shamanic practices throughout the world, Horse enables shamans to fly through the air and reach heaven.
Humanity made a great leap forward when horse was domesticated, a discovery akin to that of fire. (comparing this to technology of today, which gives human power to connect to each other in times of need, today this is power). Before horse, humans were earthbound, heavy-laden, and slow creatures.
Horse was the first animal medicine of civilization (when treated well horse was well kept and natives kept their horses well). Humanity owes an incalculable debt to horse and to the new medicine it brought. It would be a long walk to see one’s brother or sister if horse had not welcomed the tow legged rider upon its back. Horsepower for the cars comes from this.
Dreamwalker, a medicine man, was walking across the plains to visit the Arapaho Nation. He carried with him his pipe, the feather tied into his long black hair pointed to the ground, marking him as a man of peace. Over the rise of a hill, dreamwalker saw a herd of wild mustangs running toward him. Black stallion approached him and asked if he was seeking an answer on his journey. Black stallion said – I am from the Void where Answer lives. Ride on my back and know the power entering the Darkness and finding the Light – (I would compare this with entering the tunnel and seeing the Light at the end of the tunnel, see the hope in two months, at the end of this time of darkness).
Dreamwalker thanked Black stallion and agreed to visit him when his medicine was needed in the dreamtime.
Yellow stallion (in our 10 years journey with Rose a yellow Light came to help us many times to deal with emotions and give us strength, the yellow Light is also the light of the solar plexus chakra, where we feel our emotions).
Yellow stallion approached dreamwalker next and offered to take him to the East, where illumination live. Dream walker could share the answers he found there to teach and illuminate others. Once again Dreamwalker thanked Yellow stallion and said he would use these gifts of power on his journey.
Red stallion (could be compared to the root chakras red colour which is the family root, walking on earth and grounding in our modern experience, with Rose sessions as well).
Red stallion approached, rearing playfully. He told Dreamwalker of the joys of balancing heavy work and heavy medicine with the joyful experience of play. (playing with your inner child, have fun as well as work and let go of working all the time, our modern way of living reflects this state of resting less and working way too much at times, forgetting to play and laugh and rest).
He reminded Dreamwalker that he could better hold the attention of those he taught when humor was integrated with the lesson. Dreamwalker thanked him and promised to remember the gift of joy.
Dreamwalker was near his destination. The Arapaho Nation was close at hand. White Stallion came to the front of the herd. Dreamwalker mounted White stallion’s back. White stallion was the message carrier for all the other horses, and represented wisdom in power. The magnificent horse was the embodiment of the balanced medicine shield. He said “no abuse of power will ever lead to wisdom”, You dreamwalker have made this journey to heal a brother in need, to share the sacred pipe and heal. You have the knowledge through humility that you are an instrument of Great Spirit (everyone is in my opinion, each of us have this inner wisdom and connection with spirit, you just have to exercise it to make it stronger).
As I carry you on my back, you carry the needs of the people on yours. In wisdom, you understand that power carry responsibility in a balanced manner.
Dremwalker the shaman, had been healed by the visit of the wild horses, and knew that his purpose in coming to the Arapaho was to share these gifts with them. (sharing the messages with everyone with Beyond Sciences I, II & II)
In understanding the power of the Horse, you may see how to strive for a balanced medicine shield. True power is wisdom found in remembering your total journey (remember your own journey on earth).
Wisdom comes from remembering pathways you have walked in another person’s moccasins. Compassion, caring, teaching, loving and sharing your gifts, talents, and abilities are the gateways of power (pretty much in need in this time and age that we are going through more than ever, for everyone to understand the meaning of the power of wisdom above).
If your ego has gotten in the way, you may have failed to notice the lack of respect you have been receiving from others. You may, on the other hand, be struggling with others who are abusing their power. “Should I say something? Should I fight my desire to put them in their place? You may be asking. Remember the times in your own life when you have fallen out of grace with Great Spirit, and then have compassion for the brothers and sisters who are doing the same. If you are overpowering another of feeling overwhelmed, horse medicine in both the dignified and contrary positions is a simple reminder of how to balance your shields.
In allowing all pathways to have equal validity, you will se the power and glory of the unified family of humanity. This is the gift of the Rainbow Warrior or Warrioress. The I has no place in this Whirling Rainbow that comes from the Great Mistery and is replaced by the universal WE. All colours of the rainbow and all pathways are honoured as one. Untangle yourself from the present situation and understand that every human being must follow this pathway to power before galloping upon the winds of destiny”
What a message from the Ancestors and Native America! How true it is today as it was before int the Ancient times.
I am thankful for their messages and I am thankful for all the messages that we received from the Rainbow Lights during the past 10 years through Rose and myself.
“Beyond Science III. The Lights I talked to” by Ariami Marpisa © 2020
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