I have been still clearing, still healing and still being patient for the past 6 months. This is a deep healing. I feel much lighter every time. I am now managing to travel in the underground and going into a pub without picking up everybody stuff and therefore feel awful the next day. On my birhthday I managed to get out in a small forest where, it was beautiful but full of families as well. I was not by myself. I was meant to go for a hikes for 4 days, but my intuitition drove me to book for something more relaxing and healing. I managed to do a few hours spa with steaming, and salt steam and relaxing pools. Luckly I booked for that as my back was so painful I could barely walk. I managed to do a lot of healing and clearing and stretching and grounding and connecting to nature as much as possible, even though there were lots of people around and I was by myself for 3 days out of 4, I managed to clear more. My lower backpain felt like it was still some of my ancestors and family healing. It was very painful. I felt that my soul was trying to be fully connected to my body and integrate with my human part, but it was very painful to do. I had so many vivid dreams to show me what was happening and who had been blocking my path from childhood and now. I still think that the children of now are much more ready to be themselves, if they are allowed, then we ever were. Especially for women. It has been a difficult journey and for some women and society, women are still struggling to be heard and have an equal parternship. I can understand though how difficult it is to get out of that, if you are brought up in a certain way. Even with all my knowldege and understanding I found it difficult. A remark that was made on my birthday from a relative, still bothered me, and I had to really work on that a lot to let it go. The remark was made by a simple mind really, and it is ok. If you can only see black and white and beleive only what you can touch and see, because that is how you can cope with life, then it is fine. It is when you force those ideas on children and people around you that bothers me more. Even with spiritually, you can teach only till a certain point, it is up to the invidual person to reach a higher awareness. If you are reading this blog and read my book, you are at a very good point. Understanding that we are NEVER alone in life, and that if you ask for help you will get the help you need from your higher self (your soul) and your Guardian Angel and any of the Lights that are appropriate for you and your situation, is your learning in this life and your moving towards the 5th dimension with many others.
I now understand that your soul, will not interfere with your life, unless you want to work wtih them to increase your awarenss and get you to the path you are meant to go on. It is only when you ask them to be with you and work with you, that they will help you to clear stuff from your life, from yourself and others, and heal some part of the soul life that they need to heal, in order for them to move to the next stage too.
Hope you can start your healing journey, one step at the time, little by little. If you are a therapist, then the healing might be quite fast and hard at times, but for a normal person, you can ask to have that healing in a gentle way and have a therapist supporting that journey. Just stick to it, and have support at any time.
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This book is my journey towards understanding my heart and why I choose the men I choose in my life. A journey that if everybody will take, they will find the true self and the reason why the relationship with some people worked and with others did not. This is especially if you had many relationships that ended.