There have been a lot of changes lately and I felt that I was going back in time when everything was going wrong all the time. Instead it was only a way for the Lights to show me why the things did not happen in my life before. I had still a lot of things from childhood to clear, that includes emotions and feelings that were not mine and that I picked up because of being an empathic person. Clearing those emotions were very hard as I had to stay calm, when everything around me was going wrong, such as my car catalytic converting pipe was stolen, and left me for few weeks stuck and felt that my independence, my freedom and my power had been taken. I had to stay calm when everything was going wrong, as I felt I had to release the very deep part of my self that needed to go completely in order to move on. There is another week to go, but managing to get there. Lots of positive thinking and positive affirmation and meditation to get there. Doing lots of writing for preparation of what is to come. Accepting lots of good things to come and accepting that other people have the responsibility of their life and choices as well. As much as I would like to scream at them and wake them up, I cannot do that without them wanted to change and heal. So, patiently accepting things as they are and work with people who are ready to move on and heal. Very hard to do for an empath, but needs to be done. I feel that sometimes I am still pulled back to the family drama, and keep letting them be. As I feel I am banging my head against a brick wall and hurting myself again if I get involved. So, let them be is the key! Patiently waiting!
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