I feel that I have been healing myself for a long time and I still find things that I need to heal. One of the Higher Frequency Light in the latest session with Rose mentioned that I had to still heal some deep emotions, and also that I had to disconnect from my clients emotions too as I was attached to them. This meant that I was still holding my clients deep emotions instead of letting them transmute in unconditional love on Earth which I usually do. Now I saw my healer and she told me I was clear. I did manage to let go of my clients emotions, but my curiosity too over and I was wondering why I kept them and what did I need to let go inside me that I was still holding on. After going back home and visit my parents, I realized that I felt responsible for my parents healing. I felt that because I am a therapist I had to heal them. Well I realized that it is not the case. I can guide them through their own healing, I can teach them how to heal themselves, I can give some healing treatments to my mother, especially, and I can send healing to them when it is too much for them to cope with the Law of Grace, so that whatever is for their highest good will be relieved to them. My parents are ok and go and find that healing part where they are and I feel less responsible for their own healing. I think I felt that responsibility as a child as well and maybe that responsibility had not yet left me. It is again quite hard for somebody that felt that everybody else needed healing but herself to come to term to that conclusion and keep it within my own energy, instead of try to heal everybody. There are lots of us out there, so by standing for ourselves and counting as anybody else counts, we will manage to heal more people than we do if we keep trying to go into somebody else journey and take all their pain away. Being conscious and aware means also to be conscious and aware of our own feelings and acknowledging them as well as letting them go if they stops us from moving forward.
© copyright Ariami Marpisa author of Beyond Science
Click here to get it from Zeus Publications (including e-book)
Click here for paper copy of the book on amazon.com (you can order it even if out of stock, it will be printed and shipped as soon as you order it).
The second book is coming out soon, be ready and read the first one!