What if the people who raised you or had around as a child were also the people who tried to stop your spiritual path?
What if you realized that your parents, even though they loved you very much, energetically and unconsciously stopped you because they relized that you were different and unconsciously they stopped you becoming who you were meant to be. Or even the energy that they had around them and within them stopped you from becoming who you were meant to be. As human we are much driven from our thoughts and our the energy that we attract. It depends what kind of emotions and thoughts you have and what kind of life you are attracting because of it. I just relized my parents attracted so much envy and jealousy from the people around them because of the type of upbringing and social timing that they grew up with. They grew up after the second world war and therefore the frequency and energy around was pretty much low and still very dark. I feel that darkness that they had attracted stopped my Light to be bright in some way or another. Because my parents were filled with low Light frequency at some point or another, either because they had to work hard for their money and survival and they had to work hard for what material wealth they accumulated that they also stayed in that mode of survival all their lives. So were their brothers and sisters, which it meant that they had and still have some jeoulosy, envy and most of all FEARS of losing it all that is still driving them now at an old age. Their own patterns is so much engraved in their bones and Auric field that it is hard for them to shake it off. That pain that I picked up as a child from them, has just showed himself to me and it is painful, and it slowed me down in my walk and way forward. And because I meant to be strong and fearless I am still walking and I am still standing and getting rid of that darkness forever, so that it stops now and forever in any direction of times.
To be aware and conscious of what and why energy can affect our lives, is not for everybody and people will be aware at their own pace and time. Just take one step at the time. If you are reading this, you are one step ahead already!
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Lights gives us messages in our life. Astraltravelling experience which most people do. Be aware and wake up to the reality that you are not alone on this Earth, you have all the support that you want if you choose to ask for help!
